Definitely in a slump right now, have been for the past few days, which have felt like forever. In fact, I don’t think I’ve been this depressed for no real reason ever. I haven’t been super happy the past few months anyway, but it’s definitely deepened this last week. I’ve been desperately trying to narrow down why I’ve been feeling like this, but there are too many potential factors. It really makes me angry, knowing that I’m depressed for no reason - I have everything I want in life right now, I have no right to be sad.
I hate complaining about my problems though, so I’m just gonna cut it here.
I hate it when I hear something that makes me feel really bad and jealous. Because I know I get jealous easily and there’s nothing I can do to stop it.
It’s hard to think of something more frightening than the moment you realize you know absolutely nothing about yourself.
America’s too romanticized with its fuck-ups. Kids are falling in love with their grief and depression. Not healthy.
Cruising in my go-kart at Walmart selling cupcakes.
